The famous glutinous rice big kid reccommend

The stall @ Chinatown

Yupx... i just reached home from a long night out with him! Say dun wan to meet but we still meet up when he told me to go out for a night drive and, supper of course! Aimei so gonna kill me!!! hehe... i know u r reading... but hehe... nvm coz i knw no matter wat, u still love me!!! Right lady???

He fetched me at 12plus and we went to have Tong Shui at UBT, after that, he took me for a long night ride to changi and pasir ris before we headed to pray at Loyang again... i love sitting inside his yaris with the romantic love song playing in the backgrd while the windows are down and the night breeze is blowing... everything seems perfect... Thanks Big kid... his new nickname... coz when he is playing PSP, he acted like a big kid... and im so amused by it!

After night ride from west to east... we headed to have glutinous rice at chinatown... waited there from 5am to 6.30am then eat lor... and we da bao one for mummy... she sure love it! After that, he make the effort to drive me to mummy workplace to drop the brkfast and we head back and here I am, blogging beofre hitting the sack... im so appreciating u! Thanks Big Kid!

*Girls, there are progress today... update u guys soon!* *GRINS*

Aimei took this when they are following us... Kel's car!

Ok, Kel(with his new ah beng hairstyle) and myself.. happy, u bet!!!

My buds!!! XMAS DAY!!!

Yupx, Kel didnt join coz he was working morning shift before he join us at night!

Lulu and myself... Kel brought them here too... DIMSUM at 126!

Spend my xmas with my buds (Lornie, Edmund, Aimei, Lulu) during the first half of the day as Kel needs to work as he cant take leave last min... we went to Clementi Kbox and sang our hearts out until we r all like, tired... and after that, went to Batok "818" and eat a nice fish soup steamboat before heading over to JP and watch "Alvin and the Chipmunks2"... while waiting for Kel, went over to Singtel to port the line as I do not wish to have a new line... and yupx... im super being "psycho" by Lornie Tan!!! haaa... and when Kel arrived... we caught the chipmunks before heading to geylang to have the ladies long awaited dimsum... im so glad that my ladies dun dislike Kel... hehe... and yupx... i took his car while the ladies went there in Ed's car... after dimsum, we headed over for dou hua at the "豆 桨 da wang" and after everything at about 2am... he send mi home after parting from my ladies...

And this morning he was like woke up damn super early at 9plus and he sms mi to go out when he buy his car assessories... and i woke up at 12plus seeing the msg... gosh he is not out yet and he came over to fetch me at 1plus... and we kena caught by a "passing by" police car again, serene and gopi.... hope they dun big mouth!!! we went to shop for his car assessories and later... to lavendar "zhu char soup" again... its nice to drink the hot soup in a cold weather... after that... he drove me back at 4plus while he went over to his sister's house... initially intend to meet to go pray and then to dinner... but i got something to see too... and stood him up last min... and he never read the msg until he at my void-deck... silly man... sorry... meet ya other day k... we have been meeting everyday!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!!!

Just reached home from outing with Kel... he brought me to have zhu cha soup with rice for dinner at Beatty Lane and we proceeded over to his shifu shop and stayed there for a moment... gosh im like super shy la.. and the shifu was like asking me if i got anything want his help, checking if i wana calculate my yin yuan with Kel!!! Make me blush like nobody business!!! hehe... after that, we went to UBT tong shui to have something light and stayed there for awhile before heading back to his dad's house to grab his uniform then back to Panj!! It is like so late liao and he still dun want go back rest... must nag at him den he finally agreed to go back rest... gotta work morning shift u knw... silly! and thank him for companying me on this special countdown... silly man is working morning shift and he makes the effort to company me till 2am then go back npc to sleep... thks... and we gotta meetup like in less then 18hrs as we are going on a triple date!! Aimei, Edmund, Lornie, Lulu, Kel and myself... Catching Alvin and chipmunks 2... woohooo!!! So looking forward... hehe... going to sleep le.. gdnite people...

I am missing YOU already even we just parted for less then 30mins!!! I met ur impt frd today and u are going to meet my impt frds the 2nd time in less then 18hrs... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Just woke up from a gd long sleep... worked half day ytrday and after that went out with Kel to eat at UBT then went over to West Coast to chill until 7am den reach home and sleep... Its his morning shift ytrday and its very nice of him to company me thou he is tired... thks Kel...

Was covering desk till (by right) 10pm but due to complainants coming in non stop, i was held up till 11plus.. and that silly man was like waiting and waiting in the team office until i finally handed over to Firdaus and went up seeing him so tired and still in uniform.. and as there are some others inside the office, i gotta sms him even thou we are just two tables apart.. haha... underground affair... and only then, after i told him to go rest first as i will only be done at 12plus, he went up to sleep in restroom... and when im done at about 0036hrs, i went up to restroom wanting to wake him up, i just cant bear to do so as he just look so tired.. but he heard my footstep and woke up... sillyman, so tired still bother to go makan and bring me to west coast... im really touched, thks... its romantic to spend time with him, enjoying the wee hrs breeze at west coast when he suddenly walk away and get jacket for me in his car... *hugs* and i can see that his eyes are tired but he insist on spending time until im really tired... and subsequently drive me back home at 7am!!!

When we are eating at UBT, he put the sauce on my rice... and yupx, i tot of the previous again... he used to do that.. but it will be overcome soon... bt by bit.. day by day, im growing stronger... oh ya, and gera actually sms me ytrday telling me about the previous... he has turned to such a monster... he don used to be like that... hearing what he threatened gera is so scary... just what has happened to u... sigh... Please be well...

Tidying my room now and gotta meet my ladies for xmas gifts shopping at vivo later... woohoo... alrdy settled BenBen and Kel's pressie... Aimei, tell me what u wan!!!!!!!

On this fateful day three years back, i got to know this guy... we spoke on the phone from 10pm till 6am the next morning... and his sister was like making fun in the background.. yes its him, someone i dated for three years... someone i am unable to forget(still)... happy? Its on the surface, got over with it? maybe i am letting go bit by bit... but i dun deny, i miss the man who came and stayed in my life for three years... i miss him...

People asked what xmas gift i wan...

- I wish my smile will come from the heart
- i wish my loneliness will be gone even if i am not meeting my pals
- I wish to be able to stand up strong
- I wish to not tink of him everywhere i go
- I wish for him to be happy
- I wish for me to be happy
- I wish for him to sms me, I miss u baby... stupid i know... sorry *grins*
- I wish to, see him again...

I hope I will be able to survive 25th Dec and 31st Dec... I MUST BE STRONG!!!



GOODBYE by Miley Cyrus

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forge, tis goodbye
I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then
Put it down, Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say
You remember when we kissed, you still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget, saying goodbye
Saying goodbye... Oh, Goodbye

The cutie pie that make my day...

YUKI, being subdued by Kel

Cutie BenBen playing with me when Kel drives...

He loves to play! At Kel's house..

The Three "Babies" of my life (presently) Yuki, Kel, Benn

Had a fun day out with Kel and BenBen... the pictures shows it all... i do not have to say so much... i love spending time with the three babies of my life (presently)... thanks for companying me out all three! oh ya... went to mad jack for dinner and Joe Kok suddenly came over to approach us... one more person caught us... faint...

Went out with Kel last nite and we went over to pray at Loyang Pek Kong temple again and after that he drove me to upper thomson... we went to lower and upper pierce... and i tot of him... useless i knw... but gimme time... 3yrs can... hmm...

Meeting Kel tmr again... shall call him when im up... wonder if little cutie is joining us tmr...

Committee members of J X-country

NYDP Mentors and NIE teacher trainees

Home! From Pulau Ubin! It was a tiring but fun event... cant bear with all the mentess that we have "taken care of" for the past one year... they are being labelled as the youth at risk by their school teachers... but from what i observed, they are just mischievious... especially my girls ShiLi, Jasmine and ShuMin... nice people... went for X-country as well and it was real tiring...

Slept at 8plus the first nite of the camp and the next morning I woke up at 6am... saw Kel msg, asking if I got kana rain anot... so nice and concern of him... hmm thks... fever on the first nite but feeling better after popping two panadols provided by Derrick gege... and Neo was also concern asking asking to check if im still running a fever the 2nd nite... I am surrounded by caring and nice people... thou i still miss HIM... sigh...

Counting down to one more month to THAILANd!!!

Yawns... just reach home after dimsum treat with Kel again... I LOVE DIMSUM!!! And aso went to Mustafa for shopping with him, and ops... thomas caught us... and was like "Why are u both together at this late hour"... faint!!! And I was damn paiseh.. keeping quiet and let Kel do the talking... become xiao nu ren sia... oh NO!!!

Slept thru the day and only woke up when Kel msg me suddenly at 6pm... and lucky he woke me up by his sms, if not i would have been late for the date with my ladies... and his ring fits so nicely on my finger... ops... sssshhhhh.....

New moon is nice... i love the hunks inside... hehe... dreaming!!! Its the camp in few hours time... and here I am blogging... yawns... going to pack some stuffs and sleep... see u on wed Kel...

I AM HOME!!! From a long night at npc and then to dhq for WHT... and yupx, I met Kel again ytrday afternoon before heading to night shift to have a late brunch as we both woke up at about 4pm.. havent wrk night shift for sometime liao and its really taxing... yawns... but Kel's hard-disc accompany me for the long night while I watch videos and movies...

Silly Aisah stayed in npc till 6am then went home to sleep and we had a long gd chat in her office.. simply love my ladygirl.. Kel was thinking of going out for some shopping today but I guess I am giving it a miss... at night meeting my ladies for new moon... woohoo...

Tmr is the NYDP camp.. yeah yeah, its been a long time since i last went camping... and wont be seeing Kel for this few days, unless he really wana come on wed which i told him better not coz not very gd for kids to be there as he will bring benben along.. lets celebrate benben bday when my camp ended, this few days, stay hOME!!! hahah..

Looking forward to my trip with the ladies 22-26Jan!!! SHOP SHOP SHOP!!! Bangkok we are coming!!!

Its a tiring day at work... engaged non stop from takeover until 7plus when handing over still got complainant... "Pai tan"!

Just reached home from outing with my ladies and then Kelvin... After work, met my ladies for a short supper session at UBT for noodles(but I didnt eat except the sotong balls) and then met Kelvin and we went to Adam Rd for the prawn noodles, but I only had the soup and three big prawns... nice de wor.. Kelvin is really a glutton... he knows where to go always for good food... after that we went to loyang to pray again while we talk under the moon for an hour or so when he sees that my eyes r tired and we head back to his place... as i am driving this time round, i drive him back (the 2nd time out of countless time of outing)... went up to his place and played with his maltese "Yuki" for awhile, chitchat and then head back... and here I am, typing this blog... thks for always being there whenever I feel down... U r really appreciated!

He mention meeting up in the afternoon later... let's see if i can wake up on time... yawns... and he wanted to bring me out for shopping on monday when benben at child care... see how ba... coz i need some rest before meeting my ladies at nite for NEW MOON!!! woohoo...

*Why am I so happy?"

His Cutie Little Maltese

Woke up early in the morning at 9am and saw one unread msg shown on my mobile phone... the first thought of it is ray as he is always the first who msg me daily for the past three years.. but i remind myself that, no cant be him.. you are no longer inside his heart, he msg u for wat... sigh.. and eagerly i go, opening msg, and the name pop out, BP KELVIN YUEN! Well well well, and he was thinking of me middle of the night... *faint* just what are you doing at 2.45am in the morning and not sleeping, tot u were so tired when u fetch me ytrday... hmm... and just duno why at this moment a song title came into my mind "Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui"... and he is tinking of me... murahhahaha...

A smile shine on my face when I saw his name... weird but true..

In the afternoon, another msg came and pop... its him again.. and just woke up, why are u telling me ur movements.. hahaha.. and well, i told him my movement as well.. I told him I am going running in the evening and he told me he is staying at home.. and so, the msging stopped... but when I reach NPC at 5pm, I saw him inside the team office.. and he was like "Surprise!"... silly man.. and once again, the smile shine on my face...

The two times(Countable in three years) that Ray gave me surprise is on our first mth anni, he bought a ring and came over to my place.. when he told me he needs to work.. that's very sweet... sigh.. and the other time, before I went for incamp training, he bought cookies, titbits and sweets for me... a surprise visit in the late night... imissu! Hope u doing fine... I am doing well so no worries... as the Iphone is not going to end up in his hands.. i will use it!!!

I AM SO INTO THE WHITE 16GB iphone..

Alright, gotta go now.. fetching Aimei's mummy and heading down to airport for their flea market!! SUPPORT!!!! While kelvin dine alone tonight... poor thing... but canot meet everyday, if not we will grow sick and tired.. hahaha.. *Be careful when u drive up to JB tonight, i gotta be with my ladies!*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LADYGIRL CHAN YUEN LU!!!!

Hope you like the surprise that we have given you!! Hee...

Recce in the afternoon, sleep is not enough and my body is aching from the run yesterday.. Had a long night ytrday and he is there in NPC to cheer me up, being sensitive is him and while I am in deep thoughts standing outside thinking of the conversation i used to have with Ray, he came out, and ask if I am fine... "You are always so sensitive, thank you!" After that, I went up to the male locker room and saw this silly man sleeping on the sofa.. "u could have just went home and sleep!"

Also thanks Kelvin for ferrying me here and there today... Appreciate it! After fetching me, he brought me to have some nice food, yes food again at Bt Merah, followed by some time together at Kent ridge park... he is a nice and romantic guy... My ladies, u guys can rest assured...

Gave Lu a surprise at her house just now, and we were talking about how to spend our xmas party, and Mei is telling me to bring Kelvin along... hmm, shall see how... hahaha...

Going to sleep le.. tmr got meeting at 10am and after that going to SUPPORT mei n lu at their flea market... jiayou gers... Thanks LuLu for the bag, ILOVEIT!!!

YVONNE'S BACK! YES I AM BACK!

I oo the phone which is suppose to be dead, so dead for the past one week and I saw all his missed calls... thanks for concerning... so tempted to call him back, but i control... he is having his own life now, and I am picking myself up.. NO!!!!!

I promise I will be fine... taking my time to slowly enjoy my life and let go now.. short trip here and there really does help.. crying does release stress.. eating good food around Singapore and Msia with Kelvin also makes me feel like there is so much more in life to enjoy.. i will be fine. I am stronger.. I PROMISE!

I have decided to release him, no point hating him, it only make my life more miserable... tears are dry, heart is broken but mending slowly, places we have been to, memories we have with each other, is just part and parcel of my lfe.. I have decided to live life fullest... I will be fine.. As long as I keep telling myself this... it will soon be over... Like he said, there will be rainbow after the rain.. thanks ray.. for everything.. tears of joy and tears of sadness.. I appreciate everything... I am letting the hatred dissolves... seeing that he is happier now, its enough.. i give u my blessings.. and you dun have to worry about me anymore, i will be happy.. this i promise you.. take gd care of yourself..

Its better to have love and lost, then never to have love at all... I still miss our times together, but I am standing up..

Attempted suicide, insomnia, became crazy... they say, part and parcel of life... at least we were together before...

Treasuring everyone around me.. thanks everyone around me giving me support... thou pissed with what Vincent has done, but I know he has my interest in heart... but please, dun do such stuffs anymore... everything has come to light when saw that familiar number accidentally on his mobile when he was showing me the forwarded msg that Chris received... I didnt want him to be guilty, I am leading a better life... no point... I once hate him, but I am fine now... really am good... so everyone around me, dun do silly things anymore...

Going for some vegetarian food with Kelvin later, waiting for him to fetch me now, my body is aching from the run this morning.. i wan to sleep... YOU ARE SO LATE!!! *wait wait wait*