A tired day of work although there is not much reports... partnering amran today and occasionally, weizhi came and join us for gossips... the time passes fast with gossips.. but oh god.. forgive my mistakes... hee..

Had Mac for the meal of the day and I had my all time fave HOT FUDGE SUNDAE!!!! woohoo... it cool me down and make me relieve from stress... i love it... Bi, if we quarrel again next time, and happen that nearby got Mac... buy me that... eheh...

Was looking thru the application for unpaid leave.. wah one month notice... followed by all the interviews... tired... Hope everything goes on smoothly.. and hope it is not a waste of my time, again...

After handoveer was laughing non stop at the team office when myself and azman was doing all the stupid things like moonwalking and singing and doing weird position to make the whole team laugh... ahaha... i wish everyday can be so free... ops did i say the word?? hee...

I WANA BE FREE!!!!!

*Family having a belated fathers day buffet tmr... sorry that im going to damp ur mood but i dun tink i have the mood to celebrate when my dad isnt even around by my side for another one year! Dad, i miss u!*

My lady girl is back in Singapore... but she told me she gotta be quarantine... hahaa... was listening to her cute complain and it sounds silly... i want to meet my lady real soon before u proceed back... hugs to my ladygirl LEE XINYI... hehehe...

I love to spend time with YOU... even thou its short sometimes... I always feel happy and pampered... Botak Jones... Ice-cream... holding hands and chitchatting under the stars...

*BLISS*

A fun but tiring day I have at Juliet... Taser course today and everything is so happening... initially went there with fear that I might not do well but I perform during the scenario test.. and the trainer praise me in front of everything without me knowing why he asked the rest to give me a round of applause.. i was kinda stunned and he explained that usually when the assaliant "attacked"... the female sheild party will be screaming or backoff and be in a state of shocked but im the only one who fought back... hahah... I martial arts background mah...

Just finished a good dinner packed from NPC coffeeshop but it was a lonely one... He is out there at the family chalet.. or is he.. I dun wana doubt so much as I am tired...

IMISSYOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND!!!

He said he look like some big boss in this pic... ahhaa...

Contented Bday Bf

Cute but silly look

Siloso Beach is very "sweet" to provide Jap bath robe.. ahaha

Ask him to hug from behind he looks like carrying me... hahaha

Just reached home not long after two long and fun filled days with my man... he has explained everything and I seriously think that BITCH is a monster... sorry bibi... for everything... but hope u enjoy the things I arranged for u... ILOVEU!!!!

I tot he will be my man for life... I tot I have already found the one... I tot the "yue ding" of 31Dec2010 is for real... I tot he really had become a good boy... a perfect dream bf I have... I tot he has change...

He told me it was all just an misunderstanding.. he told me not to belueve that fatty bitch... tell me how to?

I dun wish for anything... I just wana spend 17th and 18th nicely...

That's all i ask for...

I SCREAM!
ICRY!
IASKED!
ICHECKED!
IGAVEUP!

AND FINALLY HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING! A MISUNDERRSTANDING??? I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW.. I JUST WANA SPEND WED AND LET EVERYTHING JUST STOP!
THANK YOU BEEN FOR ALL UR MSGS.. THEY CAME ON TIME.. ILOVETOBEDOTE!

AFTER WED... U WILL SEE A NEW YVONNE... UPLIFT! AND MAYBE SLIM DOWN... NO APETITE...

SORRY TO MY GANG... I MISSED THE LOOKED FORWARD STEAMBOAT!

GIMME TIME ALONE.. I PROMISE TO BE FINE...

I LOVE CHOCOLATES! LOVE MCDONALDS HOT FUDGE SUNDAE! LOVE M&Ms CRUNCHY! LOVE KINDER BUREANO! INDULGE!

MY SWEET LITTLE DEAREST XINYI... GET WELL SOON!!!

So sleepy despite sleeping for half a day after night shift yesterday.. misses Mr Tan Yuen Siang as our TL.. all the fun and laughters... hmm.. and the durian picking session...

Went out with Bibi today for dinner at Yishun Northpoint Xinwang... my man was so sick that he kept coughing.. my heat aches... must get well soon k.. coming up with some reali nice, cheeky, touching and wonderful bday plans for my man.. this is the third bday we are celebrating together.. hope he likes it..

Seeing him tmr again.. but visiting dad in the morning and subsequently going to get some groceries with mum.. have a farewell lunch at Guilin HomeTeamNS tmr.. wondering shld i go... coz sms Mr tan and he infd he will not be attending.. abit no point if go too... hmm shall see.. and will be having a fun day with my man tmr.. hee.. oh ya.. my VICOM inspection..... yawnx...

I am broke... stupid ah gong not giving any bonus at all... never earn money... I DOUBT!!!

YvOnNe iS tIrEd... sO tIrED... arGh...

Just reached home not long after washing up after a long long day of work... didnt have a gd sleep ytrday due to the spoilt aircon and humid weather.. oh GOD pls help... the weather really drained my energy.. having migraine due to lack of sleep... supposely to take turns to rest with william but after his rest... CUSTOMERS start coming until 1927hrs then we have time to stop... geez... it has been a long time since we were that busy...

I wana rest... I need massage... i need a spa treat!!!

我累了

我不想再继续下去

经过这么长时间，你还是没有改变

我累了

我决定离开

Take good care of yourself...

Bad migraine strikes me again... and if i cry, it will become worst... every once a month... it will come and even after taking the doctor recommended eveing primose... it doesnt seems to help much.. help me!!!

I am just a simple typical girl who wana get settled down and have my own little family... i do not have to live in a big house or have lots of money... just let me be with the one i love everyday and lemme wake up seeing him the first and i will be contented..

I am so tired.. so tired that i do not know when I will suddenly collaspe and never wake up...

HE jump down and ended his wonderful, fruitful, full of future life just within a few seconds.. just because HE cant take the stress and cant cope them well... Is death the best way to end everything? After U passed on, it it really the END??? I ponder.....