I am back from THAILAND!!! And i am missing there liao... can spend money like nobody business and i LOVE to spend time with my ladies!!! Thank you Kel for sending me to airport at 4.30am in the morning and fetching me when I returned at 1am... *hugs*

Was not feeling well the day before the trip and Kel accompanied me for the whole night... actually wana go Lu's house to stay but as I am feeling real unwell, I stayed home... and Kel came over to accompany me! Thank you!

The 5D4N trip is a fruitful one! I love spending time with my gang! Thanks for making the trip a fun one!

On the returned day, Kel fetches me from the airport and make him waited for an hour... but not too bad compared to Lu's parents who waited three hours due to Lu's blurness... hehe cute! After that came back to my place and he waited for me to unpack my stuffs before we head out for supper... ok makan again, my ladies gonna scold me again!! hahaha... and make FUN!!! basket!! hehe... and he came up to my house and stayed here till 7am in the morning, I AM SO FREAKING TIRED!!! And finally when he left, i sleep from 7am to 5pm... hahaha.... PIG!!!

I am so missing my gang now!!!

Yawnx... Just woke up from my beautiful sleep with three of big kid missed calls... was suppose to meet him at 3pm but i overslept and he went to NPC to wait while i carry on sleeping... hehe.. i am so bad...

Had a surprise from him this morning when he came over and fetch me after my night shift... he was having a fever last night but make the effort to come to NPC early in the morning at 7plus... silly but im so touched... hehe... Was in team office and he msg me asking if im still in office.. when i replied and asked why is he here, he told me to fetch me for brkfast... *HUGS* and so, after breakfast immediately, he send me home.. silly right.. faint! But I like!! hehe..

Now waiting for him to come and fetch me and we are going for dinner, then prawning and then to his place again to tidy some stuffs... and big kig offer to send and fetch me from airport when i go and return from thailand... hmm.. very nice... but we shall see, maybe come back time let him fetch, because going time i wana be with my friends, canot abandon them... hehe...

Four more days to THAILAND!!!! But four more days to not seeing Kel everyday!!! hahahaha o=contradicting!!!

Yvonne is going to have a good sleep now!!!

Slept for less then 5 hours in three full days!!

And yes, time is given to work and Kel!!!

Just reached home from family day meeting... spend the whole night at Kel's place! We slept at 5am and woke up at 8am... and he woke me up... in the past, it used to be me waking the previous up... haha... but this time, I am the one who is lazy to wake up!

And I have made up my mind, to have chosen one over three...

Going to have a good sleep now... no more brain cracking!!! I need to rest!!! And seeing Kel later again!!!! Geez!!!

The SEM award

Just reached home from a fun day of inservice at DHQ... and im glad the big kid is feeling well le... First time in my four years, I got the service excellence award.. haha... too bad big kid is not around when I receive this award... as he has went back to NPC to sleep after a long night shift and a full three hours of panel!!!

Couldn't really focus during the inservice as I am busy smsing big kid trying to keep him calm and steady while he attend the first morning panel chaired by HI (head investigation)... haha... and after half a day, while we are being dismissed for lunch... I am in the queue for food and realise someone was playing hide and seek behind me... and there I turned, Big kid standing behind me... when I thought he has alrdy return to NPC to sleep.... Noti boy!! and there Amran is, smiling with the evil-ness on his face... lucky he never disturb us!!

After lunch, we went for some ops quiz while big kid went back to nPc... and he told me to wake him up as he was sleeping in the restroom... and so, i thought i am going to be dismiss at 2plus.. i told him to just rest... but, I was wrong... we were held back until 4plus... and I am like super gan chiong as i tot he needa fetch benben at 4pm... so asked adeline to wake him up... and when i reached NPC at 5pm... he is still sleeping... shocked!!! so i wake him up, and he told me he waited... silly isnt it!!! and subsequently sent me home while he went over to fetch benben go back washup first and we are heading for dinner later... feeling sleepy thou... but i will wait... because he has waited for me for even longer time...

Yawns.... PAYDAY!!!!!

Just received sms from Kel telling me he is not feeling well... I am worried, very worried... all my fault.. yesterday i was unwell and he accompany for the whole night and he didnt sleep until morning... silly man, now fall sick! Haiz.....

Its a bliss to have someone taking care of you while u are not feeling well... to have someone making sure U sleep and he is still keeping vigil and whenever u wake up he ask u to go back to sleep and putting his hand on ur head to see if u r fine... thks big kid!

Big kid, u must be well k... dun make me worry...

And was pondering if i should go for tmr inservice as I am still feeling wobbly... but tmr im getting an award lehx... hope im fine tmr...

Yet another day of "something's cooking up"...

And another guy intruding into my life...

All I need is time...

Time to get over it...

And U are allowed to come in!

Three, I can only choose one....

Many choices, but I can only have one...

One that I can trust and believe... To walk down the aisle in three years time!

Three, a number i need to deduct two from!!! Without hurting anyone, without losing anyone as friends after that! Teach me, what to do next!

Damn! Jialat! I have another man who is trying to enter my life! HOW?!!!!

Counting down! 18more days to THAILAND!!! Woohoo!!!

Counting down! 12more days to my short straight hair!

Counting down! 8more days to payday!

Counting down! 2more days to seeing my ladies!

Counting down! One more hour to dinner with Big Kid!

The teacher and Me

She taught us 8years back (WOW)

Its the end of a new year day, and ive just reached home from a tiring but awesome date with my ladies... yupx my ladies that include Lornie and Edmund... leave was cancelled for a new but stupid policy, but it was a gd tour as we only have one "ah long" msg... nice partnering the lame farhan and having great bosses around... met up with people I havent meet for a long time.. and that include Mrs Kwok who just came back from Swiss... The last day of 2009 sucks.. because it is a special day to me, not to him anymore... but I dun hate anymore... at least we were once in love... aint easy for the whole day as I rejected Kelvin's outing last min as I wanted sometime of my own.. for the past two mths i didnt cry, but on 31st Dec 2009, I cried... and I make it a point it will be the last I will cry for him... yes the person I spend three years together... although it didnt work out, but ive grown and learnt alot from this... and I have decided to make the relationship between us, END! Met Sisi and Dawn at night of the eve for dinner and then shouted happy new year with Sisi... nice having nice frds around... on the way to meet dawn, kel called to ask me out, but i just wana spend time with frds, first...

My new year resolution
- Complete the standard chartered full marathon 42km in 2010
- Dun put my ladies plane at all (ok, not realistic, maybe less then five times the whole year!)
- Get my diploma
- 5more KGs for Aimei sake (U know why!)
- 10km run by June 2010
- Love mummy more
- Get it over and done with and live life the fullest!

I am Happy because I am REBORN!!!