Thank u bibi for companying me thou u r sick

Pressie from bibi

I HAVE TURNED 24th... goodness... two rounds of cycles has passed... had a great bday celebration with the rest of the remaining L4 on 21st Mar 2009 and it has been great.. went for a gd jap meal and went k-songs... they bought me a choco exotic cake and sang bday song for me... make me shy.. awaiting for the photos as they slowly upload them into the comp... *wait wait wait*.... sunday met michelle for shopping trip and we reali had fun... she is such a cute girl coz even when buying bra and all are females... she is so super SHY!!!!!! hahaa...

Had two fun filled days with bibi... thank u bibi... im really happy and enjoyed myself... Meet him up yesterday and had our meals at CHOMPCHOMP at serangoon when initially tot was having at thomson... subsequently went over to JP NTUC as it is the only 24hrs NTUC but our luck isnt that good and it is closing at 11pm so we make our purchases quickly... sianx... just our day!!! After shopping, drove over to have supper at UBT Ah mei toast and proceeded back home later on... got a good massage from bibi and then play and talk until about 2plus then sleep... thank u bibi for singing me a bday song... at our comfort zone... and being the first on my bday... *hugs* but poor bibi was later not feeling well and keep vomiting and hvaing slight fever... dun over exert next time k... *LOVEU* Today we plan to go klunch but was too tired so sleep until 1pm den woke up... and dearest mummy cooked us mian xian... so nice... a good lunch and later went over to watch "Hotels for dogs" at plaza Spore... nice show... recommended... very cute, funny and touching... heee... supposely wana watch Departures... but we were too late and couldnt make it on time.. while shopping ard in PS... saw little crayon shin minitures... but its by luck to see if u got it... so bibi bought one for me... and it lil shin sister... thou not crayon shin... but its still cute and i love it... oh and did i mention bibi bought perfume for me as bday pressie... PARIS HILTON perfume... nice smell and i guess its expensive... thksbibi... ILOVEIT!!!! ILOVEU!!!!!

Yvonne has started to be on leave........

Like a year back... he has disappear again... I reali am so tired and im giving up... Like the saying goes... when a woman really give up hope... no matter what u do will never win her back anymore... I am tired... and I am totally letting go... I hate no replying of smses, i hate no answering of calls... its all back... so much so that i dun wana give a damn anymore... that fatty bitch call me early in the morning and woke me up from my sleep telling me to stop harassing her bf... hmm... how odd... screw u bitch... who is the one messing the relationship... fark u!!! Bday coming in a week... i believe this is the "BEST" bday pressie i ever get...

Zenden asked me if i will help him fulfil his bday wish by being his gf... make me laugh but ponder for awhile... i wanted to be love... and not to love a man who don appreciate anymore... and afterall, he is also a PO... matches huh... we shared the same friends... same bosses... hmm... gimme some time and i shall give u an answer... im just scare to take a step in again as i do not wish to get hurt anymore...

The feeling totally sucks to be cheated again and again... I am going to take a long long break and travel... any takers to follow? wana go to those exotic countries before i start working again...

LIAR, IHATEU!!!

Just reached home after a bad day of work and decided to blog while waiting for his calls... had a small tiff with him ytrday and he still keep persisting and tolertating my nonsense... talked about marriage, where to stay after marriage... etcetc... feel a sense of insecurity therefore wanted to settle down... but is the time right??? I ponder... so tired... so tired of everything...

Today just sucks to the core... except for that few seconds while im at DHQ... early morning went to work and had a tiff with no2 about failing the run... i hate it when kena sarcastic remarks... it my "pa sa" la... fail also wont affect u... kaox... i run like wana die u still say never put effort... try work and study at the same time... f***... pissed... in the afternoon went to DHQ for despatch.. and was telling hisham that how i wish i can see my idol... SUPT KOH WK... hehehe... and im like nagging and nagging wanting to see him to hisham and POP... he appear in front of me and im like darn shocked and hisham hide beehind the wall laughing... aiyo... so paiseh can... wonder if he hears my "complain"... ehhe...

After despatching... went back sector and everything goes abit well and No3 call and make so much noise about his stuffs which leaves me scolding him back and hanging up the phone... complained to No1 and lucky he settled the stuffs subsequently... suddenly missed TAN YUEN SIANG so much coz if he is around... evrything will be nicer... can u come back to be our TL again... u r deeply missed... *sobsob*

Returned to base and report off and found out that everything is not done so i help to finish up the nonsense and here i am returned home after like 20hrs of work... NO OT PAY!!!!! sianx... i wish to have a change of environment... tired...

Oh, sweetie OO mentioned that we cant be release for WTT due to manpower problem and she is like consoling me... so sweet of her... hmm i like this OO... such a nice senior officer... heheh... hugs...

After complaining so much... still waiting for his call... today is his mum chinese bday...

*HAPPY BDAY Auntie susan" Bought a gift for her and will pass it to him on sat... hope she likes it... hehehe...

*Counting down 13days to my 24th* Yearning for pastamania and shokudo OMU RICE!!!!!

Thank you aisah bacin for buying the bag for me from ur trip far far away... thanks JULIET for giving me the voucher as bday gift... ahhaa

"Marley and me" screenshot

My little "crayon shin" i will miss

Just reached home after a good dinner and nice movie with bibi... but one thing bad happened today... i lost the above "crayon shin" that bibi bought for me when he went genting... sobsob... and also my eye hurts coz bibi accidentally hit me with the air pump extension when he help to pump my tyre just now... OUCH!!! hope it wont swelll coz got a feeling it will swell soon...

"Marley and me"... starring Jennifer Aniston(prettiest "ang mo" woman in my eyes) and Owen Wilson... a realistic, touching and cute movie that i would reccommend people to go watch... it show how a family is formed and working it out not forgetting to show that dog is really a man's best friend... sobbed twice during the show and thks bibi for comforting and being by my side when i sobbed just now...

Before the show, went for lunch at "Xin wang" at Cineleisure and i applied the membership card... full of benefits and got much discounts for members... highly reccomended for ppl who loves the food just like i am... hahaha... but a small member fee which is S$30/- bucks but given S$45/- voucher for u to dine there next time so worthwhile la... hahaa...

After movie went to shop ard in Kallang leisure park and i bought a pair of court shoes there... finally gotten one after pondering for so long... and got a nike one at a gd bargain... subsequently, drove over to have my fave "bak chor mee" at upper thomson road and went back home after that...

CTCP Race finally ended... after weeks of planning and few late night up and not enough sleep... it ended with three cheers of "hip hip hurray".... thks everyone for making it happen... so tired sia... mutalib, william, myself and lina... thks for cheering each other this few nights... its really tough but it has finally ended with everything appreciating us... hahaha...

Hvanet have much tume for mummy... wana spend a nice time with her next week... tmr will be meeting bibi for movie and relaxation... i miss u badly too... hhehehe...

Just wana have a gd sleep now and not think for anything now... will be starting assignment next week... i need a break... seriously need it...

A day coming to an end... reflections for yesterday and today...

Meetup with Gang of five yesterday at Vivo and went to watch "My bloody Valentine 3D" with them... oh ya, did I mention Bibi came along... the show was exciting la... not worth watching it in 3D coz nothing special... so whoever wana watch it, just go for normal 2D will do, no point wasting another extra 4bucks.. but the movie really got me tensed up and kinda scare that bibi and me hold our hands real tight when some parts before the murderer appear...

somehow or rather, am pissed off with the gang coz we are treated as thou invisible from the start i meet them... i tried to be composed in the beginning but it is really too much for me to bear... true that he might have done me wrong last time... but he is better now.. im disappointed, disappointed that how you gys who is so close to be handle this... after that i left but they keep calling me... twenty missed calls on my mobile when i saw it... mei told me edmund and lornie quarrel... then want me to go back... but im pissed myself... ended the day with a small bickering with me and make it up after having a small talk under the rain at Pierce Reservoir...

Fell when walking down the stairs today... how clumsy... or is that bitch cursing me... OMG!!!!! I finally know her hotmail... after making some checks... no wonder she left such a nick in my blog tat time... im so tired... so freaking tired of all the shit she create... he already decided who he wants... why cant u just scram... fatty ugly bitcH!!! Im so farking pissed with her...

...I miss u...
...my leg hurts...
...i need a hug badly...
...i treasure the friendship with my gang but i dont wish to see it ruin just because of what he did in the past...