WOW!!! She calls me a bitch when she is the one herself! I have officially broken up with that bastard on 5Nov2009 when u both are together since 24Sept2009? The pot calling the kettle black??? She calls me the silly one when she is the one herself. Who's the pathetic one, your boyfriend smsing his ex girlfriend almost daily to say "I really loves you baby, i really want your reply and I miss you baby!"... Look whos talking? Oh if i am the neurotic one, perhaps he is the one who is neurotic! Happy now? Perhaps, we shall see! And your "claim" boyfriend told me that if i go back to him, he will get rid of u.. who is the pathetic one??? *BITCH*

It all just sucks!

Fucker! U are a FUCKER!!! *puke*

I heart dating a policeman! I heart the shyness and awkwardness when we see each other at work! I heart sitting inside his car while he drift and drive at 140km/h! I heart looking forward to night shift when he is working and seeing him with a smile! I heart it when he brings me out for night drive and makan session in JB! I heart him listening to my grumble and then make me laugh at the jokes he make! I heart him finishing the drink I prepared for him! I heart when he waited for me without complaining! I heart him when he is afraid im cold and he is persiring himself *Silly*! I heart him making sure that I dun go meet my friends when im empty stomach! CONCLUSION, I HEART HIM!!! Going for astroboy with him and little one at Vivo... hope little one will make me smile!

K is so much much better! Furthermore, U are the one who fault me from the beginning, and u have the face to go around telling people its my fault!

Went shopping with Jiah for the whole day and spent a hundred bucks with just three hours... confirm kena nag by K!! IMISSU!!! Havent seen you for three days liao! IMISSU!!! Looking forward to our next trip over and also u bringing me for all the nice food...

He (Ray Zheng RuiXing) is a bastard lor... keep msging me every now and then telling me miss me, apologise, wan me reply etcetc, when he is alrdy having another woman... my day always am fine but once his msg came, it spoilt my day! It totally sucks! Please just leave me alone! You SUCKS!!!

Hope tmr meeting K and he can listen to me grumble again, dun treat me like that bastard does if not I will be very sad orh... but i believe u wont... *hugs*

Little mischievious BenBen

Had a fun time with my mates and im simply more and more in love with the lil one... and for those who does not know who is he, his name is benben... SO CUTE!!! I asked if he remember me, and he replied... "I know you are that auntie who buy the cheese biscuit for me, and you drive a yellow car with winnie the pooh, i like u..."... goodness... he is so cute... that was like few weeks ago and he remember... and he stick with me when at npc just now almost everywhere i go... loves him tons.. hehe... so cute... and when he is leaving with, he hold my hands and dun wana let go... so adorable... im so in love with this little boy... hehe... looking forward to bringing him out!!! I wana get toys for him... first time see me like guai guai, today only 2nd time and he is so hyperactive... hope next time when we go out, bring him along and he will definately add to the fun!!!!! Gdnite peers... finally going to rest... went outing with K ytrday till 2am and i havent had a gd sleep... looking forward to our next outing... hehe

I miss him.. and I dont deny that... told mummy just now that I somehow miss him even thou we have broken up, kena nag by her and she even wanted to confiscate my mobile phone.. cute and funny mummy... after all, we have been together for three years.. although there are times we quarrel badly, but he is a boyfriend who has been by my side for three years.. silly i know.. but cant help...

If K were to know, he will surely be disappointed.. and mummy was like asking me to go out with K more so i wont think of Ray.. ok i will... being with K makes me happy and he is just full of jokes.. having common topics make things even easier when we converse.. wish everything will turn out well...

Looking forward to the road trip u mention, looking forward to tasting all the good food with u, looking forward to so many many things... love the smile and awkward when we see each other at wrk.. hehe

A blessing in disguise!

He has finally stopped! And I wana thank you for finally stopping to sms me... I knew it.. that he will never persist... coz he don't love me from the start... I persist that I am just a passerby to his life... for he is a materialistic man while im those who wanted a simple and contented life...

Have been close to this particular someone lately, and i seriously wana thank him for being with me for the past one month when all thing just sucks!!! Thanks K! People have been asking... and I would only say, "He is a policeman", and I will maintain my stand... he is just another policeman...

Thanks for the night drive, letting me cry, letting me grumble, letting me nag and letting me feel comfortable... I appreciate all that you have done... even if it is just a "Mei Li De Wu Hui"... I am glad to have you around... and thanks for wanting me to think carefully, I will... because I dun wan to treat you as a float as well... for u r too nice a person...

And my dearest xinyi is back... I wana meet u up real soon!!! I MISS U!!!!