I LOVE CHOCOLATES! LOVE MCDONALDS HOT FUDGE SUNDAE! LOVE M&Ms CRUNCHY! LOVE KINDER BUREANO! INDULGE!

MY SWEET LITTLE DEAREST XINYI... GET WELL SOON!!!

So sleepy despite sleeping for half a day after night shift yesterday.. misses Mr Tan Yuen Siang as our TL.. all the fun and laughters... hmm.. and the durian picking session...

Went out with Bibi today for dinner at Yishun Northpoint Xinwang... my man was so sick that he kept coughing.. my heat aches... must get well soon k.. coming up with some reali nice, cheeky, touching and wonderful bday plans for my man.. this is the third bday we are celebrating together.. hope he likes it..

Seeing him tmr again.. but visiting dad in the morning and subsequently going to get some groceries with mum.. have a farewell lunch at Guilin HomeTeamNS tmr.. wondering shld i go... coz sms Mr tan and he infd he will not be attending.. abit no point if go too... hmm shall see.. and will be having a fun day with my man tmr.. hee.. oh ya.. my VICOM inspection..... yawnx...

I am broke... stupid ah gong not giving any bonus at all... never earn money... I DOUBT!!!

YvOnNe iS tIrEd... sO tIrED... arGh...

Just reached home not long after washing up after a long long day of work... didnt have a gd sleep ytrday due to the spoilt aircon and humid weather.. oh GOD pls help... the weather really drained my energy.. having migraine due to lack of sleep... supposely to take turns to rest with william but after his rest... CUSTOMERS start coming until 1927hrs then we have time to stop... geez... it has been a long time since we were that busy...

I wana rest... I need massage... i need a spa treat!!!

我累了

我不想再继续下去

经过这么长时间，你还是没有改变

我累了

我决定离开

Take good care of yourself...

Bad migraine strikes me again... and if i cry, it will become worst... every once a month... it will come and even after taking the doctor recommended eveing primose... it doesnt seems to help much.. help me!!!

I am just a simple typical girl who wana get settled down and have my own little family... i do not have to live in a big house or have lots of money... just let me be with the one i love everyday and lemme wake up seeing him the first and i will be contented..

I am so tired.. so tired that i do not know when I will suddenly collaspe and never wake up...

HE jump down and ended his wonderful, fruitful, full of future life just within a few seconds.. just because HE cant take the stress and cant cope them well... Is death the best way to end everything? After U passed on, it it really the END??? I ponder.....