Just woke up from a gd long sleep... worked half day ytrday and after that went out with Kel to eat at UBT then went over to West Coast to chill until 7am den reach home and sleep... Its his morning shift ytrday and its very nice of him to company me thou he is tired... thks Kel...

Was covering desk till (by right) 10pm but due to complainants coming in non stop, i was held up till 11plus.. and that silly man was like waiting and waiting in the team office until i finally handed over to Firdaus and went up seeing him so tired and still in uniform.. and as there are some others inside the office, i gotta sms him even thou we are just two tables apart.. haha... underground affair... and only then, after i told him to go rest first as i will only be done at 12plus, he went up to sleep in restroom... and when im done at about 0036hrs, i went up to restroom wanting to wake him up, i just cant bear to do so as he just look so tired.. but he heard my footstep and woke up... sillyman, so tired still bother to go makan and bring me to west coast... im really touched, thks... its romantic to spend time with him, enjoying the wee hrs breeze at west coast when he suddenly walk away and get jacket for me in his car... *hugs* and i can see that his eyes are tired but he insist on spending time until im really tired... and subsequently drive me back home at 7am!!!

When we are eating at UBT, he put the sauce on my rice... and yupx, i tot of the previous again... he used to do that.. but it will be overcome soon... bt by bit.. day by day, im growing stronger... oh ya, and gera actually sms me ytrday telling me about the previous... he has turned to such a monster... he don used to be like that... hearing what he threatened gera is so scary... just what has happened to u... sigh... Please be well...

Tidying my room now and gotta meet my ladies for xmas gifts shopping at vivo later... woohoo... alrdy settled BenBen and Kel's pressie... Aimei, tell me what u wan!!!!!!!

On this fateful day three years back, i got to know this guy... we spoke on the phone from 10pm till 6am the next morning... and his sister was like making fun in the background.. yes its him, someone i dated for three years... someone i am unable to forget(still)... happy? Its on the surface, got over with it? maybe i am letting go bit by bit... but i dun deny, i miss the man who came and stayed in my life for three years... i miss him...

People asked what xmas gift i wan...

- I wish my smile will come from the heart
- i wish my loneliness will be gone even if i am not meeting my pals
- I wish to be able to stand up strong
- I wish to not tink of him everywhere i go
- I wish for him to be happy
- I wish for me to be happy
- I wish for him to sms me, I miss u baby... stupid i know... sorry *grins*
- I wish to, see him again...

I hope I will be able to survive 25th Dec and 31st Dec... I MUST BE STRONG!!!



GOODBYE by Miley Cyrus

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forge, tis goodbye
I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then
Put it down, Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say
You remember when we kissed, you still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget, saying goodbye
Saying goodbye... Oh, Goodbye

The cutie pie that make my day...

YUKI, being subdued by Kel

Cutie BenBen playing with me when Kel drives...

He loves to play! At Kel's house..

The Three "Babies" of my life (presently) Yuki, Kel, Benn

Had a fun day out with Kel and BenBen... the pictures shows it all... i do not have to say so much... i love spending time with the three babies of my life (presently)... thanks for companying me out all three! oh ya... went to mad jack for dinner and Joe Kok suddenly came over to approach us... one more person caught us... faint...

Went out with Kel last nite and we went over to pray at Loyang Pek Kong temple again and after that he drove me to upper thomson... we went to lower and upper pierce... and i tot of him... useless i knw... but gimme time... 3yrs can... hmm...

Meeting Kel tmr again... shall call him when im up... wonder if little cutie is joining us tmr...

Committee members of J X-country

NYDP Mentors and NIE teacher trainees

Home! From Pulau Ubin! It was a tiring but fun event... cant bear with all the mentess that we have "taken care of" for the past one year... they are being labelled as the youth at risk by their school teachers... but from what i observed, they are just mischievious... especially my girls ShiLi, Jasmine and ShuMin... nice people... went for X-country as well and it was real tiring...

Slept at 8plus the first nite of the camp and the next morning I woke up at 6am... saw Kel msg, asking if I got kana rain anot... so nice and concern of him... hmm thks... fever on the first nite but feeling better after popping two panadols provided by Derrick gege... and Neo was also concern asking asking to check if im still running a fever the 2nd nite... I am surrounded by caring and nice people... thou i still miss HIM... sigh...

Counting down to one more month to THAILANd!!!

Yawns... just reach home after dimsum treat with Kel again... I LOVE DIMSUM!!! And aso went to Mustafa for shopping with him, and ops... thomas caught us... and was like "Why are u both together at this late hour"... faint!!! And I was damn paiseh.. keeping quiet and let Kel do the talking... become xiao nu ren sia... oh NO!!!

Slept thru the day and only woke up when Kel msg me suddenly at 6pm... and lucky he woke me up by his sms, if not i would have been late for the date with my ladies... and his ring fits so nicely on my finger... ops... sssshhhhh.....

New moon is nice... i love the hunks inside... hehe... dreaming!!! Its the camp in few hours time... and here I am blogging... yawns... going to pack some stuffs and sleep... see u on wed Kel...