From him to her (Handmade roses)

From her to him (Special montege and Davidoff perfume)

Happy Vday my love

Met him for Vday celebration yesterday and it was a nice and sweet day after all... he has a handmade roses for me and even spray perfume in it... very sweet for a big man like him... but this might be our last vday together if i decide not to go US with him... a painful decision to be made because i will need to give up everything to go over with him... i have spoke to mummy and she ask me to decide myself... but her answer to me is not favourable... sigh... talked to alot of ppl but all not very favourable... sad!!! We went to have our lunch at Ajisen at Novena and then went to watch movie and shopping at Lido... watch "Look for a star" by Andy Lau and ShuQi... duno y but i sob while some parts, or i shld say many parts during the show... emo? or is it reflecting my love life now? Saw Azman and Tina with little Ricky after the show... OMG, lil ricky is super cute la... hahaha... but he is super shy when i tried to play with him... hahaha... i wan my own kids... hmm... midst of the movie, that bitch msg him again... and trying to act "stranger" when being asked who is she... irritating and spoilt my mood... but he keep assuring me and coax me... i hate her... purposely chose to msg on this special day and make me cry... BITCH!!!

Later going to see Dianya off at airport with those crazy L6... we gotta miss u my dearest yaya... take gd care of urself... there sure be teasr and laughter later... *tissue*

Finally have time to blog after days of running up and down... mummy was admitted to SGH on thurs and I took e-leave on sat to pei her... my poor mummy always will have a relapse if overwork and the insensitive boss still took everything for granted... hmmp!!! idiotic... and finally after days of running up and down hospital, while im resting at home today after yesterday tedious night shift, she call me and say... "u come fetch mummy later"... im so super excited... hee... and so, i woke up immediately and went over to fetch her.. hee... partner Halim and TL ytrday... hmm alot of msgs up till 4am but all is PAR... relax!!! eheheh...

After fetching mummy, went over to pray tai sui as today is the last day and its so super hot there la... wow, the heat there is really unbearable and one boy who look about 8-10yrs fainted while the ritual is on... poor boy... after praying then come home and sleep...

Supposely meeting him but we postpone it to tmr as he is having some discussion at granny's house... poor granny... and while blogging now... just received a sms from him saying that he is going washup.. ok shal wait for ur call.. heh.. and oh ya, mummy last min told me to send her to leilei there, wondering who is leilei... he is my mummy godson and he is just super FAT and cute... ahhaha... and here i am, blogging after the visiting and makan session at auntie zhu house... hehe

My dearest godbro, "Zi Lei"

*Looking forward to 14Feb2009*

Looking at death

When news and email was sent out yesterday about him dead, everyone was pondering... why, when, what happened... and i finally know how it happened after reading some news... he committed suicide by burning charcoal at home... its very sad when one young male of 27yrs just passed away like that and was only discovered moments later... he himself seen so much and handle with some many before but am not able to take it when it happened to him... Life is so fragile... but humans are not treasuring it... cancer patients wanted to live, but they do not have any chance... going thru chemo and lots of suffering and ended up still lost the battle, why cant ppl just treasure it when u are so healthy and fine... what is it on earth cant be solve that u need to leave everyone around you crying and shouting for ur name... Death... approaching yet so far away... im treasuring everyone around me especially mummy when life is just so unexpected...

If "U" lose me... remember my smiles and laughter... for that will always stay in ur heart....

Cake from us to dearest Yaya

L6 and sisters

Yours truly and the star (Yaya)

The whole group who contributed to the FUN

31Jan2009 - Its our two years and one month anniversary, two years back today, he gave me a surprise by telling me he got work and then appear suddenly under my block with a pair or couple ring and one red rose... very sweet huh... but on this day two years later... he came over to my house, again, but we then proceeded over to fetch godma at jurong west and later drive back to her house at CCK... after bai nian, we went to have a little shopping and eat at Lot One... after that, drove back to his place and he slept and i drove back home shortly after... meetup with my L6 at about 9pm and then have a surprise party for dianya planned solely by our dearest capable peiyun... she bk the room, cake, mixer etcetc all alone... so nice... celebrate and then went suppeer at xin wang and the party kinda ended... My dearest... pls take care of urself over at Sydney... we will miss u so much future art director...

Look at the COW behind us.. heheh

1Feb2009 - Have our lunch near upp thomson as they wanted something new, so i brought them to have the famous bak cho mee(my fave) and they all love it... hee... peiyun even want deserts after meal and all was reluctant... so full liao la... after that send them home and went home to take a short nap... evening time, lulu call me and told me to go outing... therefore meetup with the gang and we visited river ang bao... nothing much this year... hmm, boring.. shortly after, we went over to have our dinner at east coast and here am i, blogging and resting soon... tired two full days of fun and laughter...

Finally ended the CNY celebration and tmr gotta go back to work... sure be dragging myself to work early in the morning tmr... boring!!! Every CNY is the same... dun find the "le qu" in celebrating it anymore... used to enjoy in the past... but not anymore... cleaning the whole house up and down... visiting on the first few days... hmm, it might only be good for the part of gathering... some ppl we dun see for a year... CNY is the only time too see each other... to know each other is still alive... and living well... ahha

First day - meetup with cousins and aunties then went to those grandaunts and granduncles house... and some we even duno how to address them... and mummy wore almost the same as her twin(sanyi) so i took a pic of them... so cute... hmm... do they look like twin? I dun feel so but some ppl just cant differ them... hmm... the one on the left is my mum and the one on the right is my sanyi... they differ by twenty three mins... the day ended with having steamboat dinner at xinyi's hse... woohoo... nice to eat... and i finally taste the difference of pricey abalone and normal abalone... hehe...

2nd day - Visiting to my house then went to 3rd aunt house for dinner... abit no meaning lo... but CNY is just the first day happening...

3rd day - Visiting to fourth and fifth fifth aunt house... then went over to fetch bibi, and after fetching bibi went over to have dinner... steamboat dinner again... at youngest uncle(uncle eric) hse at yishun... then bibi and i left after a few gambling game witht eh kids as we have a show to catch... went to cineleisure to watch "The wedding game" by fann wong and christopher lee.. Hilarious show but the story is abit expected here and there... hmm... i'll rate it 3.5 out of 5stars... hehe... romantic comedy...

Gotta end my post le... as needa go prepare for tmr work as well as waiting for his call... tmr still got class after work and then gathering at da gu house again... while bibi is having a bbq tmr in his house... should i go??? hmm... sunday meeting him to go godma's hse... hee... godma keep nagging me to bring him.. we are together for two yrs liao she still havent seen him... hehe... ok mama.. will grant ur wish this week... gd nite all...... zzzzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ